Nikki Lives With Me.

Recently I have realized that I am losing my mind,

Therefore, I have Nikki come over, and she makes me feel sane.

Life is happy now.

So anyways...

Recently I think I've been lyrically losing my mind. My last to songs were so odd.

1. About my thoughts and hope on vividly and morbidly murdering Lilies with whoever I was writing the song to...I think it was a metaphor for the female habit in today's society of valuing themselves upon marital status. My friend had a dream of me marrying a boyfriend of mine at the time and it involved lilies being sewn onto my dress and being in my bouquet, so naturally, Lilies would be my metaphor for marriage.

2. Was about how my friend old trailer in a trailer park was what I considered as more of a home to me than my own house, and how I viewed her drug addict brother (He's clean now) as a demon.

I'm losing it. I can't wait to see what my insomnia brings next.